I�m Nara from Thailand. I am 17 years old and I have a 30 year old boyfriend. In many countries this is crime. So is it here. But I keep it a secret.

He is a lovely man from London and we will get married as soon as I am old enough to do that. I like western culture and I always dream of living in the U.K. I like the life there and I am very modern and I have a wild side to myself.

I think the U.K. can be more my home. My family can not restrict me there. I will miss them but I want my own life too.